Moving towards new horizon

when i came back from my thought i realized i led my fantasized dreams way back in the corner and now i am between whether should I move along because I have already passed through the gate or whether should I get back to the closing gate. I am in dilemma. My heart is pleading to get back before the gate closes  but my mind is pushing me forward to save my heart from getting hurt. Well devastation! all i can see is sepia world beyond that has a color of its own but not for me.... will I survive ? because it seems too difficult may be impossible to get through it all alone. My poor heart .. its trembling with fear ... fear of new dull world only with my mind both alone... nevertheless my mind is trying to make my heart strong hopefully it will patch up its scatter pieces and make it strong enough to face the sepia world