The Silence

And now we have become strangers, completely different people, new perspective new thoughts : could it be we have new heart as well? I don't reckon that look when you see me anymore.. that complete new vibe when you are near me...The feeling of butterflies in stomach that I once used to get when I heard your voice have now disappeared. Now when we look at each other its just another face yet when I think about old you I feel the love in me but just for old you. The different person
I had known. I dream of same old person every night and feel the same old overwhelming. Just the difference is that person is nowhere to be found near me.. that person just exists in my memories.. the memories that I shall cherish for ever..  The love the always yearned for will always live in my memories only.....

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Never had this feelings.. I can feel the change in me.. there are no more rays of hope.. and I have got no more dreams... but yet i wear a smile.. the modest smile I could ever wear... the smile isnt for you... not for the world.. but for me .. that assures me I am fine and I will b fine. I know my journey is long but I donot know
if I do have destination... perhaps I might not know where am I going .. But I have no more fake hopes and I am no more living in fake dreams.......

Without you..

Without you... I am devastated defeated ... Perhpas unwanted.. Coz there is no eyes yearning for my like your eyes used to... I miss the attention you use to give the pamper that you gave me.. I was treated like royality by you .. Apple of your eyes charm of your face.. You treated me like princess whose every wish was fufilled. But being away with you .i m torn up... All i want and pray to god is to be together wid u. I am breathless without you.... Like left in desert . ..like tied up in well.. Cant take this anymore.mmm

The end

I will make sure that keep my distance with until my last breath

Thank you ......

Despite of what ever happened I am glad you are trying to make it up to me....even though I may not utter the words to praise even though I may not not express it verbally but you can see the happiness in my eyes .... Joy on my face I am thankful to god that he has shown you the path to be back to who u are. I promise I will be always there to guide you to your goal. I wish nothing but for you to succeed and get the achievement that you seek for... For me I am always there to be with you either darkness or sorrow or ur achievement or joy... I promise to be your breathe which never leaves you and thank you for giving me a ray of hope..... I Love You forever and always

So this is the beginning of the end

So here we go u have finally shown wat u really wanted u have removed the mask of fakeness and u hav cone out if shadow that hid ur flaws .....but since u r happy i have no complain but this draws me to one conclusion u never wanted us thank god we never happened thank god its all over thank god thank god