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Never had this feelings.. I can feel the change in me.. there are no more rays of hope.. and I have got no more dreams... but yet i wear a smile.. the modest smile I could ever wear... the smile isnt for you... not for the world.. but for me .. that assures me I am fine and I will b fine. I know my journey is long but I donot know
if I do have destination... perhaps I might not know where am I going .. But I have no more fake hopes and I am no more living in fake dreams.......

Without you..

Without you... I am devastated defeated ... Perhpas unwanted.. Coz there is no eyes yearning for my like your eyes used to... I miss the attention you use to give the pamper that you gave me.. I was treated like royality by you .. Apple of your eyes charm of your face.. You treated me like princess whose every wish was fufilled. But being away with you .i m torn up... All i want and pray to god is to be together wid u. I am breathless without you.... Like left in desert . ..like tied up in well.. Cant take this anymore.mmm