I will miss you

Time has come for you to meet your loved ones. I swear no one is more happy than me. I know you have been waiting for this moment  since a long time and the day has finally come but I just wish if I could have seen the happiness in your face. The smile in your face, the shine in your eyes when you get their first glimpse. I am sorry but I can't help missing you my love but I am not selfish to hold this sadness in my heart. I am happy and I don't mind the distance because it's worth your happiness that is more than enough for me. I can handle millions miles distance if its worth your smile. Only thing is this heart is used to your comforting voice, these eyes yearn to see your glimpse that is why I will miss you .....

Broken

Here I am broken into pieces...... that weakness won .... and now I am fallen apart torn into pieces... shattered.... you never cared about it.. but your fake words were easy to get me...I honestly believed everything you said.. may be I was pretty easy fool ....perhaps it was my mistake to believe....

Dilemma

I am confused did I make a right decision or was it  the biggest mistake of my life .... now either way I have made up my choice and there is no turning back.. may be I will regret it later but it was for our best... I had no alternative ... now we are what we are.. I hope you get all the happiness that you deserve ... I will cherish our past moments.. it will be indeed best moments of my life thank you for everything and making me special... you will always have a special place in my heart...  

Moving towards new horizon

when i came back from my thought i realized i led my fantasized dreams way back in the corner and now i am between whether should I move along because I have already passed through the gate or whether should I get back to the closing gate. I am in dilemma. My heart is pleading to get back before the gate closes  but my mind is pushing me forward to save my heart from getting hurt. Well devastation! all i can see is sepia world beyond that has a color of its own but not for me.... will I survive ? because it seems too difficult may be impossible to get through it all alone. My poor heart .. its trembling with fear ... fear of new dull world only with my mind both alone... nevertheless my mind is trying to make my heart strong hopefully it will patch up its scatter pieces and make it strong enough to face the sepia world